Sunday, March 7, 2010






Two fishing boats anchored side by side last evening in the twilight, as the ocean calmed after a brilliantly hot sunny day. The air was still enough for us to light birthday candles on the pavlova - I wonder if the boat skippers trained their glasses on us as we did on them. We had four vehicles and a caravan on top of the cliff, they couldn't miss us. They made a memorable silhouette as we finally turned for home and our cosy beds.


Saturday, March 6, 2010

Magnus with dogs and horse and helper in front of woolshed

My dad went from Bettyhill to Tierra del Fuego at age 18, in 1930... he settled very well, worked at Estancia Sara (Argentina) for some years then went to the Chilean mainland to Estancia Rospentek. He left to join the RAF in 1942 -ish., and never returned. I did though - I visited in 1976 and met a few folk who had known him.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

With Christine


With Christine, originally uploaded by Diamond Lil2007.

The party was Lili, Michael, CJ and Ray - plus Colin and me, as the wind shook the caravan, and the rain spat on the windows.


They were on Day Four of a six-week circumcycling tour of New Zealand

They had had a very tough day from McLean Falls but got here in good time for hot showers and a car trip to see a couple of sealions at Waipapa Point. Then we had drinkies on the clifftop. The wind and rain didn't matter by then.

Next day looked pretty windy too but they all got going in high spirits. I'm following their progress with interest, and no envy whatsoever!

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Nana's 100th Birthday

We are going to have a little celebration even though she left us at 93. She lives on in our memories! We'll have a few glasses of wine down at the beach, some photos and stories. Bonfire if it isn't too darn cold. We'll take the new, old caravan down with us.

The family are working all daylight hours - till 10pm, carting baleage today. It's Burns Night down at Niagara Hall, such fun, hate to miss it.

Maybe tomorrow - Bluegrass festival at Niagara Falls cafe. Yay!





Sunday, January 17, 2010

sunshine at last

Four days of sunshine - just as promised by weather gurus.. sea never looked so blue - sky too.. after months of El Nino. We had pancakes - a touch of fresh lime juice adds magic to taste of maple syrup and butter.

The beef cattle are fat, shiny and ready for market.

I put up Michelin maps of Africa, on the wall, yes old-fashioned paper ones - they still have a charm.

A family called Howard from South Africa booked into the Garden House, but they haven't arrived.

We admired the view from a newly-concreted silage floor away out on the sandhills - all done in two days by Thomas, Colin, and Dee who wore out two rakes. So far nearly 300m2, enough for a house and you should see the outlook!


Friday, December 25, 2009

Two exemplary lives, as quoted by Colin James 26 12 09

Colin James's column for the Press for 26 December 2009


Making a Christmas meaning of life


While most big-name magazines have been contracting and even going out of print under the internet's assault, The Economist has been expanding.

The Economist is a distinctively English -- Oxbridge -- institution, a weekly established in 1843 to spread the word about free markets. From the 1970s it has pushed into the United States, Asia -- everywhere.

An Atlantic Monthly article in July forecast that it would soon overtake Newsweek in circulation in the United States. "Virtually alone among magazines, The Economist saw its advertising revenue increase last year by 25 per cent. Newsweek's and Time's dropped 27 per cent and 14 per cent respectively," Michael Hirschorn wrote.

Hirschorn ascribed this success to its being a "general-interest magazine for an ever-increasing audience, the self-styled global elite". And in fact its compact analyses of economies and politics and technology and much else, from drugs to the arts to climate change to (this week) the future of "progress", are challenging and engaging. It can be insufferably superior and opinionated and even shallow and wrong. But it is on the whole a quality read -- an apostasy in a world of shallow, slick marketers who bend and degrade everything from pork to politicians.

Tucked at the back of each week's Economist is an obituary. There you come across the rich and famous and also people you have never heard of who have made a mark that caught the editor's eye, a conservationist or anthropologist or "gambler and gangster".

Princess Di was there, "famous for being famous". So, in the edition of August 31 2006, was our Queen, Te Arikinui Dame Te Atairangikaahu, bearer of "the mana of a born chief" and (quoting Sir Tipene O'Regan) a "symbol of graciousness" in a society that "doesn't do grace very well".

This year two of those obituaries tell, when put together, a Christmas story.

One was of Marek Edelman, previously unknown to me, a "deputy commander of 220 untrained 'boys' with pistols and home-made explosives" in the Warsaw ghetto in 1943 who survived to become a heart specialist, be a Solidarity supporter and stay resolutely Polish despite waves of anti-Semitism, one of which drove his wife and daughter abroad. He lived to 90.

The other was of Christopher Nolan, an Irish poet of whom I first read 30 years ago, who, deprived of oxygen at birth, could not control his limbs or his voice but nevertheless found a way to speak his genius. He lived to 43.

Each had spirit. And each knew the power of love.

Edelman, the Economist wrote, saw amidst the pervasive death and disease of the ghetto a "terrible apathy" in which people no longer saw or believed the random horrors around them. He "tried to rouse them" by making newspapers and then by fighting: the "most important thing was just to be alive".

But there was another important thing: "His last book ... made a point of describing the love affairs of the Warsaw ghetto: the 'marvellous things' that happened and the ecstatic moments of happiness, when terrified and lonely people were thrown together. Man was naturally a beast but love could overwhelm him and love could be taught."

For Nolan, "his mother had told him, when he was three and crying with frustration, that she liked him just as he was. From that point, 'he [fanned] the only spark he saw, his being alive'."

It was his mother who, with love, kept that spark alive and made it possible for him to make a blaze. She cradled his head while he picked out a letter at a time on a typewriter with a rubber-tipped stick tied to his head, taking up to 15 minutes to write a word. She did that from when he was 11 till his death.

He wrote astonishing poetry. His autobiography won Whitbread book of the year. He lived a big life from inside a narrow cage.

He and Edelman teach that there are no automatic meanings. There is only a life. They each -- one put through a living hell as a young man, the other extremely limited by a bad birth -- made the most of what they were given.

That is a Christmas message: look for what can be done not what can't be done.

Edelman seemingly bore no grudges: he "refused to express open hatred for the Nazis". Instead there was a "quiet thoughtfulness". That, too, is a Christmas message.

Nolan once "threw out his left arm in a great arc to give Christ two fingers because he was to blame". The "he" was not the actual Christ but his representation, in religion, of the caprice of forces humans cannot yet command and so seek to give a name and a form to. Christ would have agreed with the Christmas message implicit in Nolan's gesture: that no one -- and especially no child -- deserves ill luck, ill health, ill treatment or ill will.

Edelman's and Nolan's lives point up the conundrum of Christmas: the bad and good of humans, the darkness and the beauty. Christ's resolution of that conundrum was to invite us to promote the good of humans and not to trade in the bad.

It's an enduring message. One day humans might all get it.

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